The lion goes heavily.

Where did I go wrong? When have I decided that I am worthy of a different kind of devotion.,,But now I know what I am. I now see what others see. My eyes failed me. My eyes betrayed me and caused me pain.I believed I was someone else but the signs are too obvious to ignore.I try and ask a friend, could I be that vile? The answers come faulty, I try to believe but the facts are as clear as a clean glass of water.Easily forsaken, that is who I am and why is it always this way? A question I dare answer! I am not afraid to learn the truth, what I fear is wearing a lie.I am someone who is unworthy of someone else’s patience. I am not good enough to be waited on. I overestimated myself and I am to blame. My value is altered and my confidence is resting in house of lies faraway.A new chapter is closed and I’ve learnt a great deal about myself.What was solid is now not, what was red is now pale.The lion entered his chamber and my chamber is made of rocks.I cooked my stones and I shall eat them.This day is a day of learning and parting. This day is a blanket of unhappiness that insists on meeting my tears.